2011年12月31日星期六

♥ Hellooooo 2012

还有不到24小时,我们就要踏入2012年啦~
也就是说,我也要踏入2字头了 ;(
好听来说,就是成熟! 难听来说,就是老!! TT
可是在我心目中,我永远都是18岁! 哈哈哈哈~~~
今年,我把自己再变得长大了一点
出来了这个社会,了解社会的现实!
以前总觉得社会是个很恐怖的地方
可是现在对我来说,也没什么
就算才恐怖, 也要面对, 当然也要好好的保护自己
为自己想多点, 不然损失的会是自己而已 ^^

人生总是有一些不能说的秘密
挽不回的遗憾,追不到的梦想和忘不了的爱 :)
过去的事不一定要忘记, 但却一定要放下.
很多事情,不一定需要把它说出来
有时候放在心里也不错,把它当成是你自己的秘密.
只要忍着,到了一段时间,就会慢慢遗忘.
今年发生了许多我真的无法想像出来的事情
从不会变成会,从不可能变成可能
人生,就是如此的难以猜测~

1 ). 希望我跟家人的关系会越来越好 =)大家都健健康康的~ 虽然有时候,我真的很爱顶嘴,很任性,嘴巴上并没有说什么,可是对我来说,你们真的很重要 ! ;) 我不喜欢把(爱)这个字放在嘴边,但我会把它放在心里哟!

2 ). 我拥有一班很要好的朋友,虽然我们并没有常常联络,但一有事,一通电话,就一定会到的你们,真的很感谢! 虽然我们之间发生了些事,大家表面上都好像没什么,但我知道大家都不好受!想说,我并没有生气,只是觉得很伤心~ 仔细想想,其实也没必要为了一些小事而影响我们之间的感情,所以就忘了吧 ! 你们依然是我最最最要好的朋友 =D

3 ). 虽然你我都没有说出口,但其实大家心里都知道.我能说的,就只是对不起,我真的不应该这样的. 我真的很希望,开学后,我们大家都会把事情忘掉,做回好朋友,像以前那样有说有笑,其实还蛮快乐的^^ 我只是觉得如果这样就影响了我们的感情,真的很不值得 =P

4 ). 我呢~要踏入20岁的我,是时候为自己想想~以后的路该怎么走了~毕业后要怎样?继续读还是做工?要想想了 ^.^
女孩子本来就应该活得精彩!对不对?


把所有不开心的事情都留在2011年吧~
不要回头,不要回想.开心的迎接2012年!!! xDDD

Hellooooo 2012 !
Happy new year people!





2011年12月23日星期五

My Internship

现在已经是2011年最后的一天了
三个月的internship已经结束了
时间真的不会等人,太快了~
虽然说在front office可以每天都把自己弄得漂漂亮亮的
但工作却很大压力,每天都怕算错钱,打错资料
真的很累
这里的人全部都很好,不会怎么样
所以我们的时间都很自由~哈哈哈
相处了5个星期,还真的有点不舍得。

第二个department就是Housekeeping!
就是所谓的整理房间 ==
以前的我,真的超级不喜欢这个部门
但才进了第一天,我就觉得这个department就像一个家
很温馨,没有压力,没有争吵,没有嫉妒,没有攻心计
有的就只有快乐! ^^
这位kakak,就是我最爱的Kakak了!
她真的很好,现在想起还真的有点想念她了 TT
就是因为这里只能寻找到快乐
所以时间也过得特别的快
我是非常非常的不舍得他们
是非常! :(

来到最后一个月了
就换到food and beverage department
可以说是,我最不喜欢的一个部门
才做到第三天,我就有点不想做了
这里的人,脸上都带着一个假面具
好像随时都会陷害你
口头上是说要有teamwork, 但其实什么都没有
全部人都只会做自己的东西

有个人,我真的要特别的感谢他
(拉碟先生)
他可以说是整个部门里最好的人了
哈哈哈
走的时候,没有不舍得,反而觉得开心
终于可以脱离这个部门了 =)

三个月,我真的长大了很多很多
认识了很多不同的人,学习了很多以前都不知道的事
见识了这个社会是怎样的
是如此的复杂,残忍,现实!
我会很想念很想念你们,当然得空我一定会回来看你们的
这一切一切,我都会永记在心里! :)


2011年10月21日星期五

♥ 羡慕

伪装其实真的很辛苦,明明就是不开心,却说没事
明明就是很想哭,脸上却带着勉强的笑容
已经伪装了两个星期,真的很累
所有的东西都放在心里,不是我不想说出来,是我不知道如何开口
无论我说什么,你都不会相信,那我何必去说,我何必去解释?
当朋友们都在说自己的爸爸怎样可爱的时候,我想想了你
我发现我什么都说不出来
脑海里只出现了那天的情景,那些伤人的话
我也是人,我也会有感觉,更何况我还是你的女儿
难道你不知道你的话已经伤害我了吗 你真的不知道吗
当我开始把这件事放下的时候,开始想要跟你说回话的时候,你却在这个时候再次的伤害我
可不可以,可不可以站在我的立场想想,我是什么感受
换成是你,你是什么感受?
每次到了公司的门口,我总是会对自己说
(不要想了,你还要面对很多人,不能脸黑黑,你是时候伪装了 )
我就是这样熬过了这两个星期
你让我害怕再靠近你,害怕再跟你说话

我羡慕别人爸爸可以了解他们的心情
真的很羡慕.


2011年10月7日星期五

♥ 07/10

在你动手的那一刻起, 我脑海里浮出了许多的画面
虽然说一开始是我的错,但我接受不了你这样对我
怎样说我都是你生命中一位重要的人物
甚至到现在我想起的时候,我还是会很伤心,我还是会哭
时间吧 我需要的是时间,就让时间把它冲淡一切

对不起 ,暂时的我还是无法原谅你


2011年9月26日星期一

26/9

I need freedom.
I need my own privacy. Please and thank you ;)

2011年9月5日星期一

♥ Hello September !

Hello September !
Yeap ! I had one month didn't touch my blogger d.
Finally my semester 4 was over, exam over, and my HOLIDAY started !! =p
I'm enjoying my holiday mood right nowww.
Teeeeeheeeeee =D
Throw all the notes, all the pencil, all the worried and trouble !
Hang out everydays. Go anywhere I want. Chit chat everywhere.

I MY LIFE MUCH xD

As I said before, I must watched all the film in this holiday.
Here we go.

(Final Destination 5)
I had watched previous of the final destination.
Actually I love this kind of film. It's bloodyyy but motivate xD
For me, this episode okkk okkk onlyyy loh. Hehe
★★★★ for this film =)

(The Rise of the Planet of the Apes)
Watched this film few weeks agoooo.
A word to describe this film ---- AWESOME !
★★★★★ for this movie. =)

(The Smurfs)
I LOVE this film much.
SMURFS is cute actually. Especially for the smurfs who name as Clumsy :D
This is Mr.Clumsy. Cute rite ? =p
Smurfs's family. ~~~
I put their's theme song as my ringtone. hahahha
Lalalalalalala ~~~~~~
★★★★★ For this film =)
Izzit will be the third episode ? Hoho =D

(Zookeeper)
This film is talk about how the animals teach the main actor to confession to his beloved girl.
You can see how the king kong drive in the film. hahahahaha
FUNNY + NICE !
★★★★ for this film =)

Hmmmm.. My mooooood is freaking down when thinking about my 3 Months Internship :(( Can I said NO ? Can I skip for 3 Months ? Can I stick v my friends everydayyyys?

I REALLY DONT WANT INTERNSHIP !!!!!!!!

20 friends come from different place, Fate makes us know each other. For the end of semester, We dont have travel, we dont have shopping toegether, we dont have sing kkkkk, but we makes a BBQ partyyyy at Yahyah's House. Although we fight, we bicker,delight or even anger, You all are my besties friends forever in my heart.=p
I miss the moment at the genting !
Bila kita boleh meet again huhhhhh ?? ;(( hMMMM...... We gonna meet a lot of people in this 3 months. I think is time to makes ourself become independent. People always grow up, we can't live in a world full of childhood and play. So guys, make yourself grow up in this 3 months, try to make yourself become more mature. God bless us =x

5.32am right nowww, I'm still alive and sitting in front of my laptop and blogging. :D
I saw this at facebook .

( People often said that "The golden age of woman is very short, only 22-26 years old, but for the man was different. A man from 30-40 years old still not in a hurry. In fact, the golden age of men is shorter, during 16-18 years old, a man who looking handsome, playing powerful with sports or musical instrument will make all the girlsss fall in love with them ! But a man who after 30 ++ years old, as long as they're no MONEY, it's make nobody will like them. )

Wttt...... My face become ==lll when saw this. But I really dont think so. I think it should be somethings like RICH MAN ARE NOT AFRAID OF UNWANTED ! Agreeee??? lol
People is always reality and Community is full of terror. -)

Gonna sleep nowww. Goodnight people. Buhbyeeeee =p
(Ni bu zhi dao de shi)


END Э






2011年7月31日星期日

❤ The last day of July

Last Friday. We had our early birthday celebration at Sunway Giza @ Full House.
Once Again, Happy B'day to my babe golden flower !
This is the third year we celebrated b'day with you.
19th years old lurrrr. Dai Gor lui already.
We're always stay with you
By the way, when you getting marry huh ??? lol
We're waiting for your wedding dinner ! =D

I ❤ U ^__*
Finally we had our "Hap jiu" xD
Jin Heng : Although we had our own life now, and life make us grow up.
But I wish that our Friendship will not have any changing =)

'''''
I have been interview with Vistana Hotel last monday.
The interview is going smoothly and quite good xD
Although different hotel with my two babe friends. Sure I got a liitle bit sad larrrr ;(
But don't forget contact me always yea . :D

Recently. We always went to garden !
Manjarala de larrr. Desa Park City larrrr xD
Yeapppp ! We had a lot of fun at there !


I super duper love to play swing !!! xD

Can we go again next time ? =p

Watched this two movie.
( Captain America )
The male lead is super handsome !
Veeeee viiiit for him lol
★★★★ for this movie .

( Mr.Popper's Penguins )
OMG !! The penguins is sibeh cute !
★★★★★ for this move .
Can I have a penguin ? I want him steak v me always and stay at my home .
lol

There're not a long time for our 3 month's intership.
My mood become very down when I'm thinking of we're going the separate after this sem.
Although we're still in a same town. Although we're still stay nearly. But.........
Can I said a thousand "NO" ?? :(

Sometimes...
I do not say. doesn't mean I'm dumb.
I do not see. doesn't mean I'm blind.
I do not listen. doesn't mean that I was deaf.
I just dont want to say, dont want to hear, dont want to see.
Because it makes me hurt.
No one can really going to feel the pain of the another person.
I'm going to tell you.
No matter how you hurt me. No matter what you said.
I will take you as my friend.

Guys.
Turned is life. Be cherish !
Missed is forever. Please be sincere !

Said Hello to August =D






2011年7月10日星期日

♥ 好朋友就只能是好朋友

我好像很久都没有来这里了.
像你所说的,朋友的定义是什么?
为什么你可以一瞬间变了另一个人?为了一件那么小的事情,把你们都搞成这样
问心那句, 值得吗? 这是你要的结局吗?
如果这真的是你要的结局,那好,就请你闭上你的嘴 ! 不要再说讽刺或什么之类的话了.
请你转身就离开. 别再伤害我身边的朋友了.
你应该知道.我最讨厌就是选择爱情放弃友情的人了!!

你们看到的我.是假的~
你们看到的笑.也是假的~
我过得没有很好.真的没有很Okay.
我好怀念以前的我... 只要哭一哭就会没事了.
可是为什么现在的我并不是那样?是我长大了还是怎样?
我真的很希望能有个人,在我说没事的时候,知道我不是真的没事.
能有个人,在我强颜欢笑的时候,知道我不是真的开心.. 可以吗
有些事,我知道我并没有那个资格去生气.去责怪你.
我也知道你不是故意~ 可是一次我可以谅解.第二次我也能谅解.
那第三次呢? 是要我帮你找出理由让我再次的去告诉自己没关系吗?
为什么明知道我不喜欢还是偏要去做? 为什么明知道会伤害我还偏要去?
没关系 - 这三个字说久了. 人会变得很累很累.
伪装太久. 人会变得越来越不认识自己.
我不能当做什么事都没发生过.我还是会跟你讲话.对你笑.
只是没以前来得那么多 =)
谢谢你们善意的谎言.

想说 - 我是单身! 我没有喜欢任何人!
他..... 还是算了吧 ~






** 最近总是喜欢播着[你不知道的事]这首歌
一首属于我们的歌.
我希望自己听到这首歌的时候. 不会再不开心 ;)

It's been a long time without you. I didn't know where to turn to.
Seem somehow I still cnt forget you, after all we've been through. ^^



2011年6月14日星期二

♥ 你不知道的事

现在是凌晨的两点钟.
我还是睡不着.一个人坐在电脑前.
反反复复的看着一样的东西.可是却想了许多不一样的东西.
我没有伤心. 我没有想要哭的感觉.
我只是在..... 回忆 =)

你过得好吗? 你过得还好吗?
除了这句, 我好像真的没有什么可以说的了.
那首歌.. 我听了.. 心还是会痛. 还是会想起你 ;(

* 如果能够从来. 那该多好.
只可惜.有些事情并不会有完美的结局 .

2011年6月6日星期一

♥ My weekend

Please just ignore our ugly face.
We're pure without any make up . lol
We went to sunway lagoooon last saturday.
Meet buddiesss on 730am. After Having our breakfast.
Off to suway lagoooon ! :D
Take some picture while waiting for the ticket and other friends !
* Somebody laugh dou leng ! Hoho !!
This is the second time I played the corsair.
Freaking stimulation. I shout like hell !
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Almost 5pm. I was rush back my home for attend relative's wedding dinner.
Luckily babe accompany me to went back home. If not.......
Our journey was encountered a lot of frustration =D

7.10pm reached home. 7.20pm went out again.
Rush to the wedding dinner. !
I was tired like hell. Non-stop at all ! -.-
The first things that I do after I reached home is...

S L E E P !

What a day >,<

The next day. - SUNDAY

Off to times square, sungai wang, Farenheit and pavilion with familyyyy.
I had a long time didn't go out with them since that day ;(
Walk around those place. Buy a lot of things. Hehe
After that, We having our dinner at Dragon-i (Pavilion).

YUMMY =D

A cup of Green Tea Cream from Starbuck ! Hoho

Sticky ! The first time I bought. Mix fruit ~
(RM19.90)

10.30pm - Home sweet Home ㄣ

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Watched This two movie a few days ago.
(Pirates of the Carribean 4)
Ermmm, For me. This movie is Okay okay only.
But seriously. The mermaid is prettyyyyyy !
Teeeeheeeeeee :D

* 4 Star for this movie *

(Kong Fu Panda 2)
We watched cantonese version.
Quite funny. Hehe. And the panda is cuteeee !
Name as Siu po :P
* 5 Star for this movie *

Yesterday is Dragon Boat Festival.
I love to eat Dumplings !! Hehe.


很快的, 半年了.
这半年里面, 的确发生了许多事情.
最初学走学跑都是需要扶持. 但要走到终点.
完全是靠自己, 不是依赖别人 !
所有的经过.都让我长大了许多.
让我知道.. 原来这个社会上 真的什么人都有.
世界上坏人其实并不可怕.
可怕的是假好人 ;(
我真的很希望我不会遇到这样的人. 也不想遇见 !
有时候. 人太善良也未必是件好事.

* 如果我真的有什么得罪了你.我可以说声[ 对不起 ].
不需要一而再. 再而三的这样说话.
可是我想了很久.. 我真的没有什么可以得罪到你的.
今天是第二次. 请你不要再有第三次了.
如果真的超过我的底线. 别怪我不客气.
我只会以牙还牙 !